of christmas 2010

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S :)

Hey all,

how was your xmas?

Did you all have an awesome time looking at fireworks and stuff like that?

If so, GOOD FOR YOU.

This year, I did not go catch any fireworks.

BUT THATS TOTALLY FINE.

I spent it with R by my side.

We just wish each other merry xmas before turning in together. HAHA (:

Before that, I had XMAS party over at my relatives!

ITS ALL THE WAY AT TAMPINES omggggg.

Non school day still must go tampines =.=

Anw, my cousin got me a Crumpler bag, OMG like.. eh you imagine me carrying a crumpler bag?

BUT I APPRECIATE IT A LOT. because like, youknow the value.

Its not the sling bag kind, its the shoulder bag kind I think new in stores or something.

Anw, I'd still be using it, I'll find a chance to use it if it matches my outfit!

Thanks a lot for the present *)

So after dinner and gift exchange all, I went to meet R in TOWN because I WANNA TAKE PICTURES with him!!! IDC! For memory sake yo! ;D

Ya, orchard road was mad crowded DUH. We made our way back after taking a few pictures with xmas trees because it'd just get more crowded as the time is getting nearer to midnight!

Anyway, I am glad 2010's Christmas was safe, sparing me from heartaches *)

I know Christmas is totally not your kind of festival/season but its mine!!!!

So I'm glad though how reluctant you are(I KNOW LOR) to go all the way to Orchard to meet me just to take pictures with the Xmas trees all, you still came ;)

Everytime I look at the pictures we took that day, I smile to myself ;)

Its really differernt you know.

Though you spent my birthday with me this year(which I appreciate), we werent together and the worse part was we were both confused? So when I look back at the pictures, Im not exactly happy or get all smiley.

Tt was a hella crazy ride la early part of 2010..

So at least for now, Im glad that I could finally look at the pictures we take together and be convinced that both of us smile truly from our heart.

You said this few minutes before the clock strike 12,

"Sorry that I couldnt give you a special xmas celebration"

Then I remember patting your head calling you silly and all because the best thing you could give me is security and that night, I totally felt it.

It just make me feel so good because after all those struggles, we are finally Really better now.

Please know that my heart is true and that amongst all the rest of the important people and things in life, I love you!

&& not forgetting your family.

You know, I always feel so lucky that your mom actually likes me and that she dote on me just like how she does to you and your sisters.

I love her so much because she never fails to celebrate my birthday together with you! You know how much that means to me?? It meant A LOT.

& I love the xmas present your family got for me, its awesome! Im already using it! :)

My mom doesnt celebrate my birthday at all because she dont think its important so yea..

IN CASE YOU PEOPLE THINK YOUR LIFE IS SO SAD, THINK ABOUT ME, YOU WILL FEEL BETTER. For I bet no matter how unreasonable your parents are, they STILL celebrates your birthday for you, or at least buy a cake or something. FOR ME? NOTHING. & my mom say the same thing every year when my dad ask her what to do during my bday.

"Celebrate for what? Its just another day, shes not the only one having birthday"

AWESOME ISNT IT?!!!! See, now do you feel better about your parents already??

Kay, so I just wanna say..

Thank you KAIKAI :D